Look into your crystal ball....

Well as I look to my future and think about the things that I want for my life. There are so many things to write. At around 30 years old, I can see myself married getting settled down and having my career take off. I want to open a clothing/accessories store. I have no idea where I want to live yet but I do not want to live here in Childress. I can not wait to get away from this place. I want to have bought my own house and be able to support my husband and myself. I do not want to have kids until I am in my 30's somewhere. But whenever we do get ready for children I want either 1 or 2. I want to have a stable life to know that I will be able to support my kids myself and give them whatever they want. Babies are very expensive and I have to make sure I have more than enough money to support my kids. I want to spoil them rotten. I'm not to sure if I want 1 child or 2 if I had 1 it might be lonely and wish it had a brother or sister to play with and stuff but then you have to think if there is 2 you have to put up with them fighting and everything. I want to have a big house so our family can grow into the house. I want it to be a nice house and something I would be proud of. I will probably drive a Prius lol...since that's the type of car I plan on trading my current car in for now. The person I marry will be someone very amazing. At times I like to think I have already met "him." But you can never be to sure until the time comes. I know I'm to young to know now but I could see myself with this guy for the rest of my life he is just that wonderful. He will be trusting, responsible, smart, and handsome. He will be the best guy I have ever met and will support me as well as himself. He will have a wonderful job and make lots of money. On the weekends we will probably go to the lake or go shopping or something fun where we can bond with each other. We would do a lot of traveling and take a lot of road trips because I have so many places I want to see before I die. When we are old and our kids have gone off to college I could see us buying an R-V and driving all over the country like you always see old people doing. On Sundays we would probably go to church. During the summers and holidays we would travel to our parents homes to visit and spend time with family. Family would be a very big thing for me to have in my own life. I would want to make sure my kids could tell me whatever they wanted to and know I would not get mad at them I would want them to be honest with me. That is the thing about my parents that I will change about myself. My mom and I aren't really that close I can't tell her ANYTHING because she is older and she doesn't understand at all how things are now and the way things work. If I was honest and told her what I actually do when I'm hanging out with my friends or the people that I talk to she would flip out. I don't want to be a mom like that. I know that sounds horrible but it's the truth. The friends that I want to have are just all around good people that I know aren't out to get me and have successful lifes. I could write so many more things about what I want for my life but I would be writing forever.