My Expectations of Being a Senior

I remember when I was a freshman I would walk through the halls and see all the big bad seniors posted up in the hallways. I couldn't wait to be a senior so all the younger kids could look up to me and say to thereselves, "Hey, I wanna be like that girl." Now that I'm a senior it's so much different. I don't feel like I am a senior. I still feel like that little girl walking through the halls all scared.